i hold on so nervously

i was just looking at a picture and reminiscing over the thoughts most likely going through my mind at the exact moment that picture was being taken. that picture strangely conveys every emotion i was feeling at the time. confusion, excitement, doubt, hope. that day was so perfect. well at the time, it seemed so perfect. now i just feel ridiculous and naive about all the events that have taken place since that day. but im not sure i regret anything. i just feel like i learned a crucial lesson. funny how a simple picture can really provoke a thousand words, or a thousand thoughts, rather. i don't think i could articulate those thoughts into words.



definitely not the best picture of me, i'd say. OH that's my best friend brooke next to me.

i'll stop being vague. next post. promise.